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So Tuesday I go to see my new rhuematologist…..
I am really trying to be positive but after the last one basically calling me a hypochondriac and telling me to see an endocrinologist, it’s hard. The meds my GP prescribed for me are working getting me by, but I can tell by the way my body still is reacting…it’s just a temporary fix.
Recently some one suggested I might have fibromyalgia. My GP said she is convinced it’s some form of neuralgia. After hearing the big “lupus” word I guess it’s better. Jury is still out. I just want to know & to work on having it fixed. The fatigue & stiffness in my hands are getting to me. For some one who earns half of their salary on the computer like me blurring eyesight and losing the ability to type feels horrifying. Sooooo….I have decided to take on a new mantra. I am going to try to stick to it. Every bit of positivity helps right?
My New Mantra:
finish each day and be done with it. you have done what you could. some blunders were made and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. tomorrow is a new day. you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense.
-emerson